I won’t be checking into a rehab facility; you guys fucked up. You know this as do I. You have one choice and chance to fix this. Or else you lose max and I. Don’t make that decision. If you do there is no hope for this world and well that’s not a place that any child should be brought into and i hope if that of the decision that is made for me that the end comes and the final judgement is here. I am not a pawn. I am not a play thing. I am a person. A human who deserves the same treatment as any other; homeless, with a history, positive, gay, straight, transgender, bianary, even you straight people who rule the world and decide who is worthy of being fixed or left for dead. Make the right decision. Pock up the phone call and tell me that you are going to fix this. You know i am able to take care of myself and that I am not a suicide risk; if i was i wouldn’t still be trying to find a doctor that would treat this and fix what you broke. Don’t let me die, please don’t do that; Max and I are begging you. Fix what you broke. Don’t leave me hurt, scared, and broken. It’s not fair. I did nothing wrong; i deserve a fighting chance. You know this as well as i do. I’m a good person. I love everyone for who they are. I don’t judge people is they are gay, black, purple, missing an arm, broken, homeless, or straight. Fix it. Please. That card on the bar in my apartment it tells you everything i ever wanted. Money isn’t on there once. There are several businesses so that i can change the world out at least try to. Help me do that. Help me make the world a place where everyone is safe and feels safe. Where everyone is treated equally. Where everyone feels loved and NO ONE gets left out in the cold.

I ask all of you to take the money you would spend on the extras and give it to a cause that might make a difference in a homeless persons life. You pick one. If i can spend 40 a month I’m sure You guys can spend at least that. If not more.