Credenza

Such a horrific name for any piece of furniture; one that brings a wretched taste to my mouth, a word that after this I will never repeat again. It was a laughing point in August of this year; when I was poisoned, then again in October, when the colon was ruptured. Today not so much; as I have put the pieces pretty much together, and well it’s wonderful that a word to describe a glorified dresser or cabinet finally made it click. After being poisoned once again, after bleach and H2O2 off and on for the past several weeks, and with bleach mixed in to the conditioner, and then poured over my head while in the shower.

From this moment on, people will be at arms reach. There is not a person that can be trusted. Sadly; as I never would have done anything like this to any person on the planet. Then again, who am I; a person that doesn’t fucking matter. I’m just some dude who had been ridiculed and fucked with for three years, made out to look like a junkie, and a liar. So what do I matter? In the end I guess nobody does. Doesn’t matter what anyone thinks, I know the truth, just to set the record straight, I don’t have MRSA, never did; it was a test, one that was successful. Showed me that yes everyone is reading this or something, now however, I am sadly on my way out I think, as people are horrible beings that I should have never let into my life. I should have spent it alone and safe.

To that, with my chest burning, and my right side in some strange discomfort, I will bid you adieu; and say I wish you all the best, and I will stick to myself. It's much safer that way; rather than to let a bunch of clueless assholes try and force their need to go to rehab on me; I am going to walk away from everyone. Thanks to my latest mistake MRSA might actually be a thing, and I am pretty sure I know where he caught it; that would be the dude that was trying to control my life and ruined it. So here's to my life's biggest successes, and failures. To me never trusting another person again, and to my world crashing down. Thank you to all for all your love; I hold no grudges. On that note, take care and enjoy your life.